Sunday, February 14, 2010

OOOHH!!! MORE OF THESE! ♥!!

What's your favorite midnight snack?
water.

Do you eat junk food everyday?
rarely. well...goldfish :D

What is the one, single food that you would never give up?
FISH and BANANAS ♥

What is your weirdest "quirk"?
what is a quirk?

Whats your favorite movie?
Amadeus.

What was your favorite toy as a kid?
bricks.

Whats your favorite food?
Bananas, Pudding, Atala (Uzbek soup) and Onions

Do you like school?
meh sometimes....if people weren't so dramatic and dumb...

What do you think is the most useless class in high school?
...well... none really...

Whats your favorite day of the year?
January 24 :D

Do you like soda or pop?
what's pop? I don't drink soda...I like distilled water (yes I do) and coffee. and juice!

Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?
Scrub XD

Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?
hm so specific..i wet it first

Pen or pencil?
pencil!

Have you ever gambled at a casino?
oh dear.....NOPE!

Have you thrown up in a car?
In an airport, yesh!

Do you scream on roller coasters?
I've ridden only twice...nope :D

Whats your most missed memory?
playing with cousins back home T.T;

When did you go to your first funeral?
April 19, 2006

Where did you go on your first airplane ride?
Moscow, Russia

Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
I dont use the phone. And I dont call people.


Whats your favorite season?
winter! and autumn!

Do you like music? if so what kind?
YESH! jpop, jrock, jrap, jtechno/dance, kpop, taiwanese! anime! midi! :D
and some Canadian pop

Whats your favorite thing to do?
clean....well no. be with family :D watch seinfeld!

Last thing you bought?
headphones with speakers.

Last person you argued with?
hm i hardly remember ever argueing...

Do you put butter before putting the peanut butter on?
ahh i dont like peanut butter ><;

One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?
Togi

Did you ever own a Barenaked Ladies Cd?
nani? XD

Favorite day of the week?
SATURDAY!

Favorite Sundae topping?
I dont much ice-cream stuff.....well....choco syrup?

Do you play a musical instrument?
recorder?!

Most frequent song played?
nowadays its "Raven" by Do as Infinity

T.V. show you secretly enjoy?
cough cough Gossip Girl and and and The Secret Life of the American Teenager XD

Would you rather play basketball or hockey?
tennis!

Date someone older or younger?
hm the age difference should be 3 yrs older/younger. for me at least.

One place you could travel right now?
Hokkaidou.

Do you use umbrellas?
nah.

If you dont know the words to a song do you improvise?
"allallaaa..fenfenfehfjhjhglkgad"

Favorite Potato Chips?
Baked Ridges

Favourite cheese?
..i dont like cheese..I guess....cheddar...

Movies or TV?
I hardly ever watch TV/movies...um....youtube!

Do you find these questions funny?
well I just like answering them so :D

Define a really funny question?
it..makes you laugh? XD I dunno... :D

Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?
on who? girls? guys? I like Black Hair on guys ^^

OOO! I love these! ☼

This is weird but I love answering questions! :D :D so here's one I found on yahooo! ^^;

Whats a fact about the last person you liked?
Um..they..had black hair.

Who was the last perso​n you gave up on?
Hm...well, shall I make it THAT obvious? XD Kouhai chan.

Have you talke​d to a compl​ete jerk today​?​
Yes!

What did you do last night​?​
Tried to read a book in bed..and fell asleep after one sentence...never works! ><;

Do you think​ relat​ionsh​ips are even worth​ it?
Yes they are worth it if the time and person are right!

If you could​ pack up and move would​ you?
I'll move right now!

Do your paren​ts REALL​Y know you?
What? XD Yes! ok well...I know myself better than anyone else but sure :D

When was the last time you laugh​ed reall​y hard?​
Dinner today ^^

What are you excit​ed for?
AI AI AI!

Has anyon​e told you latel​y that they would​ alway​s be there​ for you?
Nope. i dont get that often really

What do you want right​ now?
AI AI AI to KARESHI!

Are your paren​ts divor​ced?​
Nope

Do you fall for peopl​e easil​y?​
sadly yes XD

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Heck No!

What'​s your mood right​ now?
ai-sick....sleepie...

Did you enjoy​ your weeke​nd?​
yeah somewhat :D

Last perso​n you told a secre​t to?
hm...

Are you stubb​orn?​
I dont think that word applies to me.

Are you gonna​ be home alone​ tonig​ht?​
Nope.

Are you listening to music​ right​ now?
Nope.

Who else is in the room with you?
Hitori de!

In winte​r,​ would​ you rathe​r wear jacke​ts or hoodi​es?​
I've never had a hoodie...so..sweaters!

Do you wish you were somew​here else right​ now?
YESH

How long can you go witho​ut your mobil​e phone​?​
I don't have one. I hate phones.

Ever kisse​d someo​ne else'​s girlf​riend​/​boyfr​iend?​
HAI XD

What'​s the worst​ time to say i love you?
When you're in bed and the other is so sleepy they might not even understand what you're saying ^^; haha that'd be funny ... "did you say something, honey?" XD

Who was the last perso​n in your room besid​es famil​y?​
um....i dunno...

What is one place​ you would​ love to visit​ right​ now?
Hokkaidou.

Do you know anyon​e named​ Dan?
yesh.

Is there​ someo​ne you know you shoul​d hate,​ but you can't​?​
I hate few people but yes there are some I do hate and I know I should hate them XD

Is there​ anyon​e you trust​ even thoug​h you shoul​dn'​t?​
I trust very few people outside of family. In fact, I dont trust anyone outside of family! So there :D

Are you afrai​d of falli​ng in love?​
hm...sometimes...I'm quick to give up though and I hate doing that...

Have you had the chick​en pox?
nope.

Are you a forgi​ving perso​n?​
Yeah. but deep dont, i dont ever.

Are you talki​ng to someo​ne while​ doing​ this?​
Nope.

Are you young​er than 21?
18!!

Do you like winte​r?​
favorite season :D

How clean​ is your room?​
very.

Do you have feeli​ngs for anyon​e?​
Right now?....somewhat. demo..akirameta...

Is there anyone you need to tell something to?
yesh.

Do you want to yell at the top of your lungs​?​
...why? O.o

What do you think​ about​ peopl​e who get hair exten​sions​?​
THEY'RE DUMB. honestly, I hate it when people do all kinds of stuff to their hair, like dying it...I'm..natural about my hair so. .... i dunno, it just bothers me.

Are you named​ after​ a grand​paren​t?​
Nope.

Who'​s bed did you sleep​ in last?​
Mine :D

Do you like the color​ green​?​
Hm. not really. DEMO!! neon green is so cool!

How many hours​ did you sleep​ for last night​?​
11 XD gosh...

Where​ was your defau​lt taken​?
....my what? XD

How do you feel about​ the last perso​n that calle​d you?
Who called me?.....oh the TV cable advertising guy! haha!


Are you someo​nes first​ love?​
hmp I wish..wait no, I think so yeah XD according to what they told me!

Last place​ you smoke​d a cigar​ette?​
.......

Last time you recei​ved flowe​rs?​
9th grade..valentine's....

Who were you with last Monda​y?​
uh family?

What are you doing​ tommo​row?​​
SHUKUDAI!

Are you addic​ted to anyth​ing?​
does coffee count? XD

Are you tired​?​
somewhat..i'm in a quiz mood....so...

What are you about​ to do?
finish this and read and then sleeeeep

When did you sign up for myspa​ce?​
I HATE SOCIAL NETWORKING SITES.

What do you do when you get mad?
"HAHAHHAA" and watch Sailor Moon or say stuff in Japanese and type them out on my gchat status XD

Where​ were you satur​day night​ at 12?
Yesterday was Saturday and I was downstairs chatting with family :D

Whats​ bothe​ring you right​ now?
...kareshi ga hoshii....demo....dare wa watashi ga suki desu kana..? =[

Are facia​l pierc​ings trash​y?​
EW.

What color​ is your tongu​e?​
..pink?....

Is it possi​ble that you could​ be pregn​ant right​ now?
WTF. wait no, yesh XD haha jkjkjkjkjk...thats dumb...

When was the last time you had your hair cut?
last summer!! IT WAS KAWAII TOO!! T.T; short.... :D very cute!

Does anyon​e have a lock of your hair?​
sigh..I should've donated....but my hair has never gotten longer than 12 inches XD EVER!

If you had to go witho​ut one food group​ for the rest of your life,​ which​ would​ it be?
meat!

When you go to the zoo, what are you most excit​ed about​ seein​g?​
PEACOCKS...utsukushiku ne!

Who is your favor​ite talk show host?​
tyra :D

What makes​ you happy​?​
AI AI AI... Japan...family...kawaii mono....music.... myself :D

What'​s the great​est thing​ that happe​ned to you today​?​
realized my comp wasn't infected with a virus :D

Do you like the perso​n you are becom​ing?​
So far yesh

Do you miss anyon​e from your past?​
Yesh. if you wanna know the name, it's Panda. (Dusty Pate)



I'll probably do several of these XD

Ichiban Sukina Nihongo Uta...

I thought I would make up my mind about these.. and today I have!
The following are my favorite, all time favorite Japanese songs!

1. Nagareboshi He (To the Shooting Star), by "The Starlights" from Sailor Moon ^^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eslLZr0xhaA

2. 366 Hi (366 Days) by HY (soundtrack from drama "Akai Ito"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WSYV65Lo1Gk

3. Glaring Dream by Kotani Kinya (soundtrack from anime Gravitation)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJdnjcq6FU0

4. Raven by Do As Infinity (♥!!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cgCmFkPdufc

5. Yokan by Dir En Grey
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d7v6HL_H3Qc

6. Illness Illusion by Gackt (♥♥♥!!!!!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cb1vhX9tkkw

7. Jikan yo Tomare by AZU and SEAMO (soundtrack from anime Itazura na Kiss)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QonMP4p3VsA

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Kore wa Kare ni...

kimi wo wasureru tame ni nani wo shiyou ka?

"Hell, your grip is, solid on me.
I'm delicate you know
I'm delicate I'm told.
Why can't you be careful with me?
You never let me go,
And I just can't say no.
But you are what I was missing.
What can I do now?
I'm taken by you now.."

"Aren't you happy you got that girl..."

"Kimi no tame ni watashi ga iru...
Watashi no tame ni kimi ga iru...
Kimi no shiawase no tame ni
watashi wa akirameru..."

Unmei wa utsukushiku...

akirameta.
akirameta.
sigh...

Unmei wa Utsukushiku

Unmei wa Utsukushiku
Fate is beautiful

Do I believe in fate?
This is a hard question since...I mostly rely on past experience to have an idea of what the future might hold.
There are some examples from my life where I thought everything had been decided for my and those around me. However, when one starts to doubt fate, the theory of fate itself starts to blur away from its original meaning.
We as humans are not supposed to, or even have the power, to know what the future might hold for us. It is difficult to think of fate as being in our hands, because honestly it really isnt.
I hear in movies when, a man and a woman are happily married and it turns out they had met when they were school kids, not knowing of their future marriage. "It must be fate" they say. Could it be just a coincidence?

Which brings up another point: Is there a God? Is there a greater, divine being who predestines our future?

Religious-wise, I do not believe in God, however, in cases where things happen as they are not supposed to happen, I think about my soul being controlled by another. It is crazy sometimes but I think I am at a point in my life where I can say, "Yes, a God exists for every human soul".

Fate is beautiful, when you least expect it. It is sometimes good and sometimes very bad...but we humans must accept it, no matter how much we suffer and have to sacrifice.
Relationship-wise, fate can be a wonderful thing. If your God does not see you with your lover, it is his choice to decide your futures. "He just wasn't the one" you might say when it doesnt work out.

Love is complicated. We know love but are blind to fate.

dakara, unmei wo taisetsu ni...

<3

Monday, February 8, 2010

私だけのひみつ


君は私だけのひみつ
あいしてる、あいしてない
わすれるためにどうしようかな
先週“好きじゃない”と言った
今週“知らないけど、好きじゃないかも”と言った
来週
私のために、
私の幸せのために、“好きよ”って言って
おねがい!
これはたいへんだ!
心はたおれているよ
だから、どうしようかなと聞いています。
おねがい...

じゃあ、君は好きじゃないですから、
教えてくれるの、
教えてあげるよ、
そして、うれしいかも

あきらめたほうがいいですかな...
こうはいちゃん。

あいしてる、あいしてない、あきらめないで、
けど、むりだ。
むりだ。
今も、あいしてる
こうはいちゃん...


どうしよう?

-ジブリせんぱい<3

Monday, January 25, 2010

彼に私はだめです。でも、大好きよ。

どうして君に待ってる?
好きな人だろうかな、でも、全部うそ。
君は今、何時でも、心にいるよ、
離れられないで下さい
今日抱きしめてね、
明日、キスしてね、
いつまでも 愛してね、
君の恋人を作った
日は幸せだな。でも、全部は
今までうそですよ。なんで、
教えてね、知らないことを、
嬉しくないけれど、なんで、
教えてね、この事、
どうして君が愛してる?